(told u im runnin outta titles. lol) this mornin, bout 7:50 or somethin before meh mum left fer work, kathleen called. see, we knew way back when. like, 6 ish years ago, before we moved. and meh mum had tried to get a hold of her, but couldnt get a number to reach her. she called kathleen's dad, and kathleen happend to be there (this was a couple months ago). and then, kathleen left and we didnt hear anythin from her. and meh mum called kathleen's dad back, and gave her our phone number. and, she called today. but she only left 6 numbers, so we cant really get a hold of her. lol. soo..yea. meh mums not gonna be home till late tonight (yay!!), and same with meh dad (yay again!!). lol last night we went to Bible study. durin it i had this horrible panic/anxiety attack. i left the room. dude, it sux. im tired of feelin like this all the time. and stupid doctors wont be able to help me anyway. but, anyway. after, we talked to tim, zack, this one girl, patrick, jeana, jacob, and kasey. and tim said he was gonna go out calling on friday and anyone who wanted to go, could. we jus had ta tell him. so we did. but we dont know when or where to meet him. lol. ah well. i'll call him later, i guess. i didnt sleep well last night. i got up and sat in the dark in the livin room fer a while, and meh cat wouldnt leave me alone @_@ she was givin me away. lol. i sat there on the couch...shakin...and i couldnt stop (yea, another time with an anxiety/panic attack). eventually i went to bed...but...*sigh* i dunno....hopefully everythin will work itself out. all the things i worry about and such. :)