sunday we went to church. and umm...then that night we went to the prayer thing in the park. it was cool. zach was gonna come over, but my mom and dad said we should wait till monday. monday, we went kiyaking. that was cool ^_^ i didnt fall in! :D lol. we got stuck in the middle though. lol. and umm...yea. and zach didnt call, so he didnt come over. oh, and jeana told me and aimee that theres 2 poeple we know, that wanna hang out with us, but bailey is always there. and she bugs them. ;_; but thats sad :( bailey was gonna all weekend too, and didnt get back till like 3:30 pm on monday and tuesday, we went to discipleship class.and bailey was there :) and zach came too. and we went to see jason and everyone else (crystal and travis are campin though). and we saw a really bad movie called "birth rite" lol. it was horrible..dont watch it. lol. we had an energy drink too :D we were an hour late to get there though. lol. wednesday. it was kinda a bad day...well, not bad, but definatley not good either. brian broke his promise to me ;_; i cant believe he did that. he knows how hard of a time ive had trusting people. and he did it to me ;_; ugh... as i was gettin off the comp, chris (from colorado) told me him and ash broke up :O!!! i thought they would last alot longer. but i was wrong :( then we went to BIble study. the only people that said soemthin to us was bailey and zach. well, levi sat next to me...and he smiled...but didnt say anything. :( *sigh*.... thrusday/today, nothins happend so far. i miss martin like crazy (duh, lol). and um...still mad at brian. it hurts :( tonight family night...ya know, i feel like sayin i dont feel good, and spend the time in my room. cuz...my dad says he loves my friends more thna he says it to me. heck, i havnt heard him say it to me in like a year. and before when he would say it, he said like it was somethin he HAD to say, not like he wanted to. and my mom hasnt she loves me in who knows how long.so basicly, right now, i feel like no one loves me. but thats fine i guess. i cant force anyone to. i'll jus them the best i can.