well, yea. alright. i'm sick of you two right now. heh. i did not lie to you. i said i wasnt talking to marie at the moment, cause i was talkin to you two at the door. i didn't say i hadn't talked to her at all. thanx for all the name callin bit. oh and, ash. lovely diary entry. it meant alot to me. i dont give a flying shit if you won't ever talk to me again if i go to england to see martin. he means more to me than you could ever possibly know. you think you can't be in love with someone online, but you're so wrong. you can find love anywhere. i jus happend to find it somewhere other than with someone who lives here. and i'm sorry i made shanon cry. but i highly doubt i made her. she's insulted me everyday i saw for a ong time. and don't even try to deny it. dumb? stupid? a freak? loser? yea. that's me.. call me a bitch. i dont give a flying rats ass. my life does not revolve around the computer. but this is how i can contact with my friends that dont stab me in the back. it's not my fault my friends live all over the place. i love them all though. you can run your mouth off at me all you want. i dont care. i jus dont happen to like bein called names by people who are supposedly my friends. and i dont like being lied to. i didnt lie to you. so, what the hell is your problem? but ya know what... it doesnt matter anymore. so hon, find a friend who you can insult, cause i'm not one of them anymore. oh yea. and you know what else? bite me :)