i don't understand this anymore.. my dad keeps trying to push this fmaily togetherness thing. but it's pushing us further away. no one wants to do it but him. and yes! i do give up time for him. or was it just how he didnt want it? he thinks hes the only one affected by this. but who's crying right now?! me. i can't trust him though.. he tells everyone everything i say. and i'm afraid he's gonna judge me, like he's doin to my mom. right now talkin to beth is helping.. ^_^