ducky! lol, i can't believe that's a mood.. lol i called martin yesterday :D even though i woke him up ^^; lol. i felt so bad ^^; but, it was great :) he told me i could call him any time. and i said everytime i went to call him, i got nervous and... and he laughed and said i shouldn't be nervous with him :P and said, "what are you gonna do when we meet? you might get so nervous and not wanna come." i was all, "@_@ i'll still wanna come." :P (plus no matter who i'm talkin to on the phone, i get nervous :P) he said he travels in the winter, and it would be the best time to go there :D ('least i think that's what he said.. lol) when he said, "it'll be ok" i suddenly didn't feel nervous anymore :) and i'm not nervous (right now) bout goin to the orientation. but prolly when it gets closer to time to go, i'll get nervous ^^; after i got off the phone with martin, i walked inside shayna's house, and her cat was on the back of the chair that tambra was sittin in. and i said, "cat, you're gonna fall off the back of that thing." and tambra shook the chair and said, "earthquake!!" and the cat jumped off, and landed on me, dug it's claws in my left shoulder, and in my shirt o.o talk about pain.. lol.. it was soo funny though! even though it bled.. alot.. lol. then we went to LO and had an argument with travis.. hehheh.. him, jason, and beth don't like my sister's bf and claim he's bad for her and he'll hurt her and blah blah blah. i told him they're jus judgin him off of ONE thing they heard about him. and dismiss all the good. they're (jason and travis and beth) are judgemental of people. i've seen it alot. no matter how much they deny it, it's true. they said "zack jus seems bad" or "that kid from your church is just a bad guy. you can tell by looking at him." so i told them, their friend, chris seems like a bad guy to me, too. he drinks (yea, i'm against drinking. so sue me. lol) and he does drugs (yes, against that to..) and travis tried to tell us, "oh he can't get drunk. i've seen him drink like 8 shots and he didn't get drunk." but i said, "jus cause he didn't get drunk with that many, doesn't mean he can't get drunk." and he kept sayin i was lyin :P i said alotta other stuff. and yes, i was gettin pretty pissed off. if they were our friends, they would be supportive, even if they don't think the guy is good enough. they may not think so, but my sis sure does (as goes for how i feel about martin). i got to drive last night. :) my sis double buckled herself *rolls eyes* and in the car, she said pretty loud "you can't go there!" so i turned up a curb ^^; lol. and at the beginin, there was atruck parked to the side of the road, and this car comin at us.. i didn't have my glasses on.. so i was all, "@_@ ack! where do i go?!" lol. i jus stopped ^_^ lol. i think that's all :) ♥