emm...yesterday..i was pretty bad. but oh well. i didnt wanna write it all yesterday, so i jus wrote meh poems :) but..today ish better than yesterday...some what anyway. meh mum and dad stayed home from work...and they both have been a bit crabby..dad more than mum. *shrugs* im talkin to this guy, doug. ive known him for so long. but we never really talked much..untill i changed meh email addy fer msn (ya know, thats the best way to re-meet people...cuz when i did it, eveyrone talked to me..lol) anyhow. meh s/n on msn says "][§][-][ kå ßØß im dying no 1 cares im falling no 1s even looking im breaking no 1 can fix me im drowning no 1 can save me" and when he popped in on me..he said "-Chillin Bob says: I can save you, I can fix you, I do cares about and I and staring at you right now..." i thought that was sweet, cuz no one ever says anythin bout meh s/n's...well, sometimes people do, but not always.. man, theres other stuff i wanna say..but ive only told one person...and he think he told someone else..but im not sure...but i cant bring mehself to say it to anyone else...maybe some other time..