that jus came ta mind...lol i was sick all day yesterday. i couldnt move. :( it jus like hit over night. the day before i had a sore throat, but, that was it. then yesterday, i couldnt get outta bed without feelin like i was gonna fall over, or throw up or somethin (i didnt though, yay) today's better. :) meh throat hurts. it hurts ta talk :( but thats ok. cuz i mostly talk ta people online anyway. lol. i was talkin ta dave...and...this ish how the convo went :( at first, we were talkin about penguins. i said they're scary, and i was givin reasons why...and...thish happened: lanceslilangal: ish like they want ya ta think thats how they can get around..then they turn into creepy demons and kill ya =-O DaveKingOfStuff: :-) DaveKingOfStuff: they cant fly lol DaveKingOfStuff: i duno why i said that DaveKingOfStuff: but its true DaveKingOfStuff: lol lanceslilangal: lol lanceslilangal: but...they'll turn into monsters if they stay on the ground =-O DaveKingOfStuff: =-O DaveKingOfStuff: cool! lanceslilangal: lol DaveKingOfStuff: lol lanceslilangal: ish not cool =-O they'll kill yer loved one =-O lanceslilangal: lol DaveKingOfStuff: :-( DaveKingOfStuff: thats ok i dont got a loved one lanceslilangal: =-O lanceslilangal: :-( DaveKingOfStuff: so yea he can take me DaveKingOfStuff: lol lanceslilangal: =-O lanceslilangal: nooooo heee caaant :-( DaveKingOfStuff: :- DaveKingOfStuff: well if i go its no loss to anyone lanceslilangal: =-O lanceslilangal: liar DaveKingOfStuff: at least no one else is getting eaten lanceslilangal: ish a loss lanceslilangal: to me and marie DaveKingOfStuff: i guess DaveKingOfStuff: even if it happens DaveKingOfStuff: you woulnt care about it forever and eventually move on and get married and have kids and live a long full life and itll probably never upset you ever again lanceslilangal: =-O lanceslilangal: yesh it will lanceslilangal: i'll always remember u lanceslilangal: and it'll always make me sad if i lost u :-( DaveKingOfStuff: but you see it really wont DaveKingOfStuff: because DaveKingOfStuff: youll eventually move on and realize that you should appreciate all that you have and not let my death hold you down becuase its not what i wouldve wanted DaveKingOfStuff: and then you wouldve been mroe releived DaveKingOfStuff: and happy lanceslilangal: but, jus bcuz thats what u would've wanted doesnt mean it still wunt get me down DaveKingOfStuff: i duno it all comes down to circumstance but still its not something that would affect you directly lanceslilangal: :-( DaveKingOfStuff: trust me DaveKingOfStuff: the loss of my life would not be something so horrifying that it would tear at you throughout your entire life lanceslilangal: yesh it would DaveKingOfStuff: no it really wouldnt ish DaveKingOfStuff: its be a sad thing DaveKingOfStuff: but you would get over it lanceslilangal: but...then i would hafta go the rest of meh life without u :-( and that would make me sad. DaveKingOfStuff: maybe DaveKingOfStuff: what would it matter lanceslilangal: :-( yer makin me sad :-( DaveKingOfStuff: its a sad topic DaveKingOfStuff: but its the truth lanceslilangal: *nods* indeed a sad topic. but everyone would be sad if we didnt have u DaveKingOfStuff: fuck all i have is nothing and its not really worth living all i can do is wait wand wait and wait DaveKingOfStuff: eventually we all go lanceslilangal: i know....but :-( DaveKingOfStuff: im just afraid im gona go before i get to experience all that someone should DaveKingOfStuff: im not that lucky lanceslilangal: :-( *hugs* DaveKingOfStuff: *hugs* DaveKingOfStuff: people dont realize how good they have it DaveKingOfStuff: i wish they did maybe they eouldnt be so horrible to each other lanceslilangal: what ya mean? DaveKingOfStuff: like DaveKingOfStuff: you see people DaveKingOfStuff: just ordinary people DaveKingOfStuff: theyre so horrible to each other it makes me sick lanceslilangal: wha do ya mean they're horrible to eachother? DaveKingOfStuff: they do these terrible things like just running around acting like an ass and like bullying other kids and like DaveKingOfStuff: i could go on murder, drugs, rape DaveKingOfStuff: all kindsa stuff lanceslilangal: im still not sure what ya mean... DaveKingOfStuff: i really hate the world not because of just plain spite but because of what its become and how shallow people really are lanceslilangal: ooh, yea.. :-( DaveKingOfStuff: so yea DaveKingOfStuff: a good 10 minutes with dave and he rambles on lanceslilangal: *hugs lanceslilangal: * DaveKingOfStuff: *hugs* ************************* theres so much i wanted ta say, but i couldnt. i wanted ta say i couldnt live without him. hes one of meh best friends. and if i did lose him i could never ferget him. it make me sad every time i "remembered" he wasnt there. :( but..he wouldnt listen ta what i was sayin anyway..:(