saterday, me and my sis went to slo to see cherice (my friend from 6 years ago) and her bf, brian. i felt sooo bad caue i was bein all shy and stuff. but plus i was havin really bad panick attacks and i couldnt think of anythin to say. and she thought we didnt wanna be there. but i really really did. her bf hardly said anything. and he's 25 o.o but they're both pretty nice ^^ we looked for leo, but never saw him.. i'm beginin to wonder if he even still works at the costume place. but i bought yellow eye shadow from there :D sunday, we met beth. jason's gf.. i'm kinda tired of being around couples.. they were complainin that we weren't talking. but everytime we started a conversation they took it between the two of them, and shut the rest of us out of it. beth reminds me so much of loretta (jason's ex). even my dad and mom agreed (they met beth las night too..) it's kinda scary.. lol. if you knew them both, you'd think so too. but beth is nicer :) as long as jason's happy.. it's fine ^^ today, i might go out and apply at a few places. that is, if i can get the energy to move :P