weeeelll, i met the new guys at work yesterday. *giggles* lol. gosh, it sucks when martin isn't around :( but anyway, both are really nice :) and cute :) lol. man.. stupid songs suck. cause.. i jus listened to this awesome song that i absolutely love, and it reminded me of martin.. and now i wanan cry :( gosh.. i hate myself... heh.. i saw zack on sunday night :) i IMed him on msn, and he was all "hey, wanna buy a shirt?" (of his band's) so i said, sure :D and he brought it over right then. i was like, "heck yes! no shopping for me!" lol. it's awesome though. it's black, and on the left side, it has this white siloette (sp?) of some angel lookin thing. it'd make an awesome tattoo :D lol. and on the back in pink letters, it has the name of the band which is, "from the first steptothe last dance". i'm wearin it now :) lol. i had it on yesterday, cause i was only gonna be home for a bit ad then had to go to work, and aimee said, "ya know, that shirt, and those jeans--" implying it made me look emo >:| grrrr. >:| aaaaand, i can't wait til thursday!!! :D lol bye :) ♥ here's the lyrics to the song, "hopeless love" by daphne loves derby.. 200 miles away from home 200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs But you don't care at all You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs You demand to be chased for your love My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long But you don't care at all There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow Please be home tonight I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel Every time you're here. What would it take for me to be with you I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all Hopeless love please leave me This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long Why don't you care at all? I'm dying for a place in your heart. Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow Please be home tonight I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel Every time you're here. Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me? This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight And now I regret the day we met And help me forget your name. ♥