ok... yea... shayna sent me an email: I'm sorry. I'm sorry this whole thing started. Do you know how hard it is to not talk to you. Kt I am still wondering how marie and somebody else got my e-mail address. ANd I am angry that Marie attacked me and said I was the worst friend you could have.I don't know why you would feel alone because you have many people who understand you and love you. Aimee your right you do have a life outside the computer and I'm sure it's a pretty damn good one to. I'm just so sorry that this whole thing happened. Every time something happened I would at first thing oh tell Katie and Aimee, but we are in a fight that I don't want to be in. I don't want to flush our six year friendship down the drain. I don't want this to go any further I can't stand not saying anything to you. Kt I admit it was a Lie about miachle typing the message but it was one of the smaller ones that should hurt the relationship like when your mom tells you not to drink her soda and you take a drink and she goes did you just drink my soda and you say no witha little grin. If it was a big lie to then I'm sorry for that to. Ashley already knows that I wrote this and is not happy with me writing it, but I can't stand you being angry with me. I need to talk to you about some stuf that learned from marie when she was telling me she was going to kick my ass. It's just a few little things she said. Well I just wanted to let you know you guys are like sister to me and this is just a little sister fight to me even though it may not be to you. Love, Shayna %%%%%%%%%% my reply: i dont feel like sending an email, so i'm sayin it here.. i get that you're sorry. and i'm sorry that we are fighting. but you can't blame someone else's actions on me. it's not my fault. she asked me for your email address, so i gave it to her. but at the time i was mad. really mad. still am. but i have no control over what marie does/did. or what tom did/does (he's the guy that was talkin to you..) i didnt even know tom knew about til he told me marie told him. but both of them are really good friends. they were jus trying to protect me.. though, i wish they woulda gone about it in another way, but... it's not like i deliberately set out to have them gang up on you like that. i wouldnt have done that. and shannon the thing between you and me could have been solved a heck of a lot sooner. but you lied... and you always call me stupid or dumb. you know i hate that. i get it from my aunt, my grandma, my mom, and dad quite often. i hate it. that's why i have friends. friends that wont do that to me. but you do/did. it hurts.... and yea, i'm lonely. my boyfriend is thousands of miles away and i can't even talk to him. the one guy i want to be with, not here.. and my friends taht i have been with and am realy close with, dnt live here. you are a good friend to me other than that. but i hate bein lied to, and called names.. and ashley, i dont even know why you started in with all that crap. i dont care that you think i'm a loser or whatever the hell you think i am. jus dont say it to my face, dont say it to people behind my back. keep it to yourself. it's not like i go around calling you stuck up, whiney, bitchy, 8th grader or anything. now i dont think that of you. i'm jus usin it as an example. but you do have an attitude that ticks me off to no end. alot like yesterday.. it's that cheerleader attitude. i'm sure you know what i'm talkin about. shannon prolly does. ask her. soooo, i guess that's all i have to say for now.