ive been sick since tuesday. wednesday i was sooo bad. then thursday i felt so much better. then friday i was still a lil sick, but went about my day. well, yesterday, i was sick, and my voice was all scratchy. but i kept talkin, kept goin. then as the day went by, it kept gettin worse, and worse. by the end of the u couldnt understand what i was sayin...meh voice kept goin in and out. and then on the way home from zach's house, i completely lost it. and i still dun have it back, and i wanna go places today and meh mum and dad wunt let me ;_; i havnt travis and them in a week, and i wanna see 'em. and danny's in town, and i wanna see him too. but, nooo. no one will let me :( i feel fine. other than the fact that meh nose ish a bit stuffy, and i cant say anythin... well, friday night we planned what we were gonna do yesterday. at 9 meh mum took aimee and i to go pick up zach, and take us 3 to baily's house. in bailey's driveway there was a snake, and zach got out and picked it up (it was jus a garden snake). and we went in bailey's house and hung out there till about 10:30 then bailey's grandma and grandpa took us into m.b. to go to the car show. we looked fer jason, travis, and danny but didnt see 'em there :O coral said they were..but..no where :O oh well, though :) then at about 12:30 we went back to bailey's house. we made lunch (mc n cheese) and bailey and zach had shrooms :S and we watched this garfield movie. it was a christmas one. it was stupid. lol. they sang @_@ alot @_@ then we watched abit of tv, and walked around bailey's house. then we all went to zach's house. we sat in the livin room fer a bit, then went to zach's room. zach's dad put this old rug on the end of a stick and reached up to zach's window..and fer some reason it scared zach O.o lol (then again, it woulda scared me too, lol) (zach and his dad pull pranks on each other all the time, we heard the story of how/why it started..) we listen to music fer a bit, then went back down stairs and listened to more music. and went and saw zach's pool (i said we should go skinny dipping (as a joke) lol) then we went fer a walk. i waved at people..someone honked at me..someone flipped me off...and then this guy yeled at me..i dunno what he said though (zach said they're always drunk). then we went to zach's house. sat there fer a bit. then bailey had ta go home. i guess her grandparents tried ta call and i didnt hear the phone ring..bailey was mad..her grandparents were mad...:S then me aimee and zach sat fer abit longer, then walked zach to work, and then aimee and i went home. and then at 8 went back to see zach and went to his house. we watched a movie (i ferget what it was called). it had the kid from the 6th sense in it, and some old people. i guess it was good.i thought it would be really corny, but it wasnt :P then at 10:30 meh dad came and picked me and aimee up. and we went home. thats about it. oh and aimee and i got a lecture about me not answerin the phone...but i didnt hear it O.o oh well. today we didnt go to church cuz me mum and dad "didnt feel like it" *rolls her eyes* isnt that the time u should really go? :P im tryin not ta talk outloud so maybe i can go to youth group tonight :) or atleast go see travis and them :) i think thats all fer now :) **************************************** ###updater#### im soo mad. meh mum and dad wouldnt let me go to youth group tonight. i wanted to go *so* bad. grrr. and when aimee lost her voice a whole back, they let her go where ever. >_< ch...whatever, i guess.. i talked to dave today. somethin happend. i dunno what. but, somethins wrong im like really worried ;_; i dunno how to help him. i feel helpless. i made him promise me he wouldnt do anythin stupid. and he promised. and he said he cant promise he will ever be the same again. and from what he told marie, somethin happend to him. but he wunt say what. ;_; this guy, tim, i havnt known him that long. but anyway, he asked me out O.o i dont known him all that well. i told him no, and i have a bf. and he said "dump him and u can have me have me have me have me" O.o then he said "u love me. u do" or somethin. ugh >_< then he got mad :( i didnt wanna hurt him. :(