early today, i was thinkin. about dan. he used to be my friend. and then one day left. and i realized why. and im the worst person in the world. see, him and i almost had a thing. and we always said "i love u" to eachother. but one time, i didnt say it back. and i remember him saying "u dont love me anymore? :(" jus before i left without sayin "i love u"...i said bye...but after that...he jus left. and when i did talk to him..it was only fer a couple minutes. always said he had to be somewhere....and now, im never gonna se him again, and its all my fault. ;_; i cant believe some people still talk to me...i feel like...crap. how could i have done that? how could i be *so* stupid? ;_; now i know why they say "u should always tell the ones u love, that u love them, before its to late." and now it is too late. me and my stupid mind. ever since he left...things havnt been the same. like, i could tell him anything. thats partly why he was my best friend. and now...i havnt really had a "best friend". yea, marie. but...i couldnt/cant tell her anythin like i could him (weird, i know). but now...im never gonna get the chance to see him, or talk to him again. i feel so terrible...