I'm sorry about not updating. I'll try and remember to more often. Happy April Fools. I didn't go to school yesterday or today because I have Broncitis for the 3rd time. This time I had all the side effects from the medicine. ): Here is my explanation thing about me on vf- Hello, my name is Katie. I love Marilyn Manson very much. I am a satanist. I also love to draw/read in my free time. Personally I think having a boyfriend would make me feel happier. But sadly, I have never had a boyfriend and probably never will unless some awesome person comes along who likes me for who I am. I don't like people who are assholes for no reason. I get pissed off really easily but if you are nice and don't make stupid comments then I'll be nice to you. If anyone would like to make a sign for me, I'd be happy to make them one too. If you need any help with Vampire Freaks or working with some of the HTML, I can help you fix up your vf by using it. I tend to ignore people when they bother or insult me these days because I figure that they are not worth my time. I firmly believe that internet friends can be much better than friends that you see every day. I am fat. If you have a problem with that, go die. I think that will solve your problem. I have kissed girls before but I assure you that I am straight. I hardly ever sleep, because I have a very hard time doing so. I am not very intelligent, but I can hold intelligent conversations with people. I like to make people feel better about things and laugh. I try not to comment on peoples profiles who are too hot or populer, because I know they will never comment back (but sometimes I have to if they are very interesting or just too damn hot to miss). (: I am very perverted and I like to have fun. I curse like a sailor. I really want to take guitar and karate lessons. Even if you think that I won't like you, comment me and I'll see about that. I get upset easily and I never forget insults or negative components in my life. I forget alot of other things though. I have a hard time breathing if the place I'm in is too hot. I suck at spelling. And yes I have spelt that sentence wrong before. And yes I have spelt that sentence wrong before too. I love black eyeliner and only the special people can see me without it. Congradulations for actually reading this box full of random stuff about me. I tend to ask completly random questions. I do not talk to people to get rated, I just want to see if I can make any good internet friends who can keep up a good conversation. I am not looking to get a boyfriend out of this, but if I do, wonderful. I am sarcastic and I don't mind sarcasm. I love getting comments *hinthint*. What I would like to get out of this site is some good friends. I want to meet some guys on here also to be good friends with because most of my friends are girls, not because I want to whore myself on them. I hate whores, I have never been one and never will. I like to be loud and outgoing. I'm starting to wonder if this paragraph is getting too long and I'd have to make this box a little bigger. I have probably repeated some stuff several times in here already. I have probably repeated some stuff several times in here already. I have probably repeated some stuff several times in here already. My computer aggravates me alot and occasionaly won't let me use the letter "m" which is very bad if I suddenly feel like expressing how much I love Marilyn Manson. Oh yes, Marilyn Manson is NOT gay and he did NOT get his ribs removed. I know what Satanism is. Do not ask me and expect a wrong answer. I did not buy the Satanist bible to not read it and tell you that Satanism is about worshipping the devil and how much "Satan rocks!". That is bullshit. I hate it when people lack common sense and make fun of people who are less fortunate than them. I also hate being called a poser because I have a large collection of band t-shirts and I live in a nice house. I AM NOT a poser. Do NOT call me one or I will sick my dogs that I don't have on you. I seem bitchy on here, I know. But ask my friends and they will tell you that I am good at cheering people up, fun and some other stuff that I pay them to say. If you don't have a sense of humor, then don't talk to me. If you are going to tell me that I am a "freak" or "weird" or that "I am going to burn in hell" because I am a Satanist, do not talk to me. I am not your Barbie doll, don't treat me like one. I smoke sometimes, but I am not addicted. I am easy to get along with even though this long ass explanation that your probably not reading and you no longer remember the point of this sentence do you? I don't know why I'm still typing. How about this? If you actually got this far into reading this I congradulate again and give you a cookie. How about you put a cookie in your comment to let me know in secret cookie coding that you actually did read this far. Ok? By the time you make your comment, you are not going to remember that are you? And by the time I actually click the save button this will probably be much much longer. I get Broncitis alot. Wow, this is very pointless isn't it? Well it's been derived from boredom so what do I expect. I have a fake tooth, but nobody can tell which one it is, no, it is not detachable. If you want to add me to your friends, then go ahead, but if I don't like you then I will delete me from your friends list because I have that power. I am proud of my friends even if they are not perfect. If you want to mess with them, I will kick you in the nuts, I have done it several times before. I LOVE EMO boys. I know that labeling is wrong, but they are absolutly wonderful. If you are an EMO boy and you are actually reading this far into here, I'd be happy to be your friend. If anyone wants to be my penpal then give me your address, because I am not giving mine out no matter what. If anybody feels like spilling their heart out to me about a current situation they are in, feel free to. I do not mind at all when people complain to me. If you are fat, or you love fat people, then join Fat_Pride. I post there more than in any other cult and I am currently the poster with the most posts. I am in the process of looking for a cult that will be just as fun as Fat_Pride but I'm not finding it yet. I will join any cult that you want me to as long as it isn't for a band that I hate or if I have to be judged to get in. I will join if there is an application as long as nobody has the choice of saying yes or no for me to be approved. Only scum does that. I want to be a Psychologist. I hate my mother more than any other human being in the world. If she died I would NOT care. "Well if she died you would cry." NO I WOULDN'T. She is a fucked up bitch, I will not cry, or care, or go to her funeral. She has ruined my life. I hate her guts. Well on the Friday of St. Patrick's Day I went with my mom to the wine store so she could get some wine for that night. I waited in the car because they give me dirty looks in there because I am under 21. So I sat in the car and I put Marilyn Manson up really loud and I was flipping through a magazine. This guy walked out of the same store that my mom was in. He was holding a bag filled with wine bottles. His car was parked in front of mine. On his way to his car he kept on staring at me in the car. Then he threw his wine in the back of his car. He started to shake his hips to the music. He took his shirt off. Then he licked his finger and stared rubbhing his nipples. It was the most funniest thing that I've ever seen in my life. Then he just drove away and I was like o_O And then I burst out into laughter. That guy was so hot too. I'm not feeling too good today. I feel really depressed, like there is a black cloud hanging over my head. I don't even know why I'm posting in here, no body is going to ever read it and I'm going to end up deleting it anyway. I feel terribly lonely. ): I need a friend. I wish that I had a friend who would come and visit me when I'm sad, and put up with me when I'm depressed. I don't think that I am ever going to have a life. I don't think that I am ever going to have a boyfriend let alone get married someday. I am going to be one big nothing my whole life, a big bruise that everyone can scab their lies and hate onto. And I really wish that someone cared right now. RIGHT now, at the very moment, beside me all the way. But there isn't, and there never will be. I feel so useless, like there is no human who cares for me in this world. And there isn't in my mind. I am unsucessful. I always feel like I'm the one getting the abuse. Nobody takes care of my needs or feelings and they continue to scab me. I wonder sometimes if my existance was a mistake. And I don't believe how nobody can care. I'm there for everyone when they are down...but with me it's like nobody bothers. I help others but then they whine to me when I'm down, about how annoying I am. I'm depressed and maybe if somebody cared once in a while they would notice and do something about it. That would be nice. But so far, nothing. Just more misery and depression. I can't even believe how much nobody talks to me anymore or ackowledges my existance. That nobody is willing to get themself in trouble or do something special for me. I sound selfish right now, I know. But I used to be really selfish, then I changed my ways. And now I'm nice and I try to cover up the depression with smiles and fun. But it hurts and I can't do it anymore. It burns and I never forget it.