It seems like we are all struggling in some way or another. I'm not sure how long this will go on, but hopefully not much longer. I'm sure we all just want everything to be a ok and pleasing to what we want, but at the same time we must think about God and his plans for us. I think I am doing something wrong here. I'm not sure what to think. I like Tyler, but at the same time, I don't know what he wants from me, and I don't want to just do whatever for him. I am a woman of faith, and I feel that God has plans for me, and I'm not sure if Tyler is even in any of these. Should I be friends with him? Can we kiss? This can be so confusing. The worst thing is to think about it all the time, wait for calls, and whatnot. I should just stand back, pray about the situation, and see where it goes from there. Grandma and Grandpa are coming in the morning. We are probably going to go to Bahama Breeze for lunch. Then to Downtown Disney for some shopping. Then who knows what...but I have to work at 7:30 p.m. Oh yeah, I'll probably see Tyler there...hmm...I wonder how that'll go, considering he didn't call tonight, when he said he would. I need to go to a park. I haven't gone for weeks. I never find the time or people to go with really. I'm either working, at the gym, sleeping, hanging out...whatever... I'll be in Nebraska in two weeks! I'm apprehensive though. I won't know how to act around Grant and Justin, because we are having some difficulties in our relationships right now...me problems with Grant, Stace problems with Justin...issues, problems, troubles....life is tough, ain't it. But God is good, God is good indeed.