I need to give my diary a makeover to make it look more "fallish." Yes, fall has arrived, at least here in Lincoln it has. Hoodies here and there, hot apple cider, pumpkin smelling candles, crisp cool morning air to walk to class in. I love it. Well, I am employed again. You'll never guess where. Well some of you don't even have to, but for the others, I'll give you one hint. Ice Cream. Yes, you've guessed correctly, Coldstone Creamery. It was the only place that would hire me. What is wrong with me? I sent out four apps, and only one accepted me. Oh well, I still have hope for the future, and with God on my side I never need to fret about the future...it is all in HIS MIGHTY HANDS! So I'm working a little here and there at Coldstone and I am also working for my grandpa's friends who co-own a skybox at the stadium. That means I get to see the games for free while mingling with the rich and serving their needs and cleaning up after them. It's not all that bad, just the fact that the three home games left I hope I can work up in the box and then go to work at Coldstone if I'm scheduled. I hope I can do both! Man, I forgot to mention the caffeine/aerobic study that I am doing too. Once again I have found myself selling my body to science. I take three pills a day which could possibly be 200 mg of caffeine...that or a fake sugar pill...but I am going to venture to guess that is the real deal, because many side affects have become apparent since I started taking them a few weeks ago. Thankfully my roommate Anne is doing the study too, so we can chat about our side effects (she thinks she has the real stuff too) and we can also talk about our experiences interacting with the great staff of the study : ) (Anne thinks Moh talks too much! No really, they are cool guys). When the study is all said and done I will have $200 bones to go Christmas shopping with and hopefully a more fit body. As I type this my white boney hands seem to be shaking a little. Man, I know it's the real deal! Keep in mind, 200 mg in pill form is basically like binging on two cups of coffee! God is good. I hope he looks down from His throne and sees a child who wants to do good and wants to follow after His Son. I would pray that throughout my busy days I can remember Him in all I do and just be a good follower after Him. Times get difficult when I don't get my way, when I focus on me and my own problems, and so I would hope that by His grace He would change me into a more Christ focused child and how I can love Him and others...I know that I can't do any of this on my own strength, because doing on my own would cause me to fall flat on my face, but I know that He can help me to become more and more like Him if I just trust and obey, because there really is no other way.