The diet is starting to cause headaches, hunger pains, and even some soar throat action. I'm not sure if this is the right thing to be doing...but I do feel that I am eating the right foods in order for me to loose the weight that I desire to loose. However, I realize that self-image is something I shouldn't be worrying about all the time...God loves me and made me the way I am..the tall...lanky...big belly (kinda sorta) blue eyed..blonde hair girl that I am. So yeah..if God is telling me this isn't the thing to be doing..I will stop. But for now...I am eating...eating heathly...sparingly...and I am seeing results! Tonight after Bible Study, we went over to Lou's to just chat. It was great. Lou, Jesse, Stacey, Justin, and Jerad all sat around the kitchen table and just asked Lou questions and discussed things from the Bible. It's amazing to me his knowledge of the word. Well, he is a preacher after all. But it just gives me the want and desire to read and become more knowledgable on the truth that is set before me in the word of God. Almost everyday I learn something new about the nature of God. I think this is very important in my walk as a Christian. I am considering being baptized even more. It is still hard for me on the issue of joining the church..and leaving Faith. I feel that this still needs time and that I need to pray about it and read the Word in order to understand what God wants. Tomorrow I am watching the boys and working all night. Full day if you ask me. ahhhhh i just realized that I forgot to turn in a dvd that i rented from Hollywood video. My bad..I will do it tomorrow and pay a late fee. Good thing I have a job.