Three days later my friend Grant finally talks to me. He was on msn, and told me that he had to go get ready for work so he just wanted to say "Hi." But I'm glad that he at least recognized me and took action to say hello. I think he is going through some stuff right now, and I totally respect that, and I want him to do what God is calling him to do and I respect all of that. It's just weird to me that we talked and hung out for like 3 weeks straight, and then I go to Califonia, get back and never talk or hang out. He told me he broke his toe, and that he would tell me about it later..so at least there is hope that we will talk again sometime. Geez..boys. All I want is to be his friend, really. It's been too long, and it's too weird now (all of us girls liking him!) if anything else were to occur. Stacey, you are right, that the boys should just be like our older brothers. Haha, they could be..especially Grant. But at the same time, there is still a tad bit of feelings that I feel, just because it's been so long, over 8 or 9 months! Everything will work out according to God's plan though, I'm not going to fret over it anymore. I've got a lot of other things to worry about. God, family, friends, school stuff, vacations, jobs...you know...but yeah...take care everyone..I'm going to go babysit now! I think I'm going to New York guys. I will leave on Sunday the 27th of July after church, and I'm planning on getting back sometime around the 3rd or 4th of August. I want to see my friends that I made on the College Program. I was around them for 5 months! We became good friends down there! Yea, I'm going to the BIG APPLE! New York, New York. I bought a cute Chi-town Cubs hat today at the mall. The guy at the hat store gave me 20% off! It was tight. The hat will come in handy during college too...when I feel like scrubbin' it and just throwing on a hat. Which shouldn't happen too often considering I don't have any early morning classes like last year. I'm going to wear the hat when I go to Chicago on August 11th! Here we go again..me the traveling queen.