i just signed up for myspace. after i had quit. i only added one photo and didnt fill in any profile info. i feel like a failure. i hate myspace. im gonna delete my new account right now actually. ok so its deleted. fuck im lame. sean's birthday is this weekend. he's going clubbing. 0.4g cocaine, and 3 pills of ecstasy, 2 40oz. i hope he doesnt die. he thinks hes indestructable, and i swear it'll be the death of him. fuck its so annoying how everyones doing coke now. people i never though.. fuck. i'm in a fuck, fuck kind of mood. fuuuuuck. i want a snickers bar. i want to get trashed. i want to scream, i want him to make me fuuucking scream. i want to get accepted into my first choice program. i want i want i want.