anxious.... waiting for a text message from a certain polish man. dzzzz...zziski. last night was nuit blanche, there was some fun stuff happening at the old port but not great. i had a good time, although i should have gone to the party at wolf's place, fuck, i really should have gone there. i would have been so happy, because i wanted to see antek and he ended up there. and i turned down the party because i didn't knowwww. my night would have been way better if he and i had met up like discussed. i think i like him. i don't know. i think. i'm terrified of liking him. i'm scared of getting hurt. anyways. tomorrow i have my theatre class, which i haven't attended in a few weeks, and had an essay due last week. whatever. and then my radio show, vicky and cresta and cristina and perhaps sam and antek are coming... oh boy hahahaha. it should be fun, to see who shows up. and to see what we'll end up playing. anyways.