i ate so much today and i feel disgusting. i hate feeling like this. i will work out tonight, i have to or i fear i'll do something rash. i feel like i have no friends, i dont want to ask anyone to come celebrate my birthday with me. i feel so weird about everyone. yesterday the leadership thing sucked it was a bloody waste of time, but after i left i went to meet joey and i had the best sex. booyah. I AM SO EXCITED FOR DAWSON. i think i chose some stupid classes though, cause i filled out the form really fast without really reading it. i hope theyre not too bad. and cristinas gonne be in the same program! yesss. my new obsessions are -give me just a little more time by chairmen of the board and -not in love by platinum blonde next week me and danny are gonna work on some stax songs, which is exciting. george had the same cd set, and it has this hologram thing on it where the fingers on a hand move to look like snapping fingers. also he lent me high fidelity which is a really good book. after this i want to borrow please kill me cause i always wanted to read it. i have two library books that are overdue. i always have overdue library books, im so irresponsable.