i am so frustrated by my computer. it won't work. i'm using my mother's laptop, which is annoying. i've been on birth control pills for two years, and i decided i'll keep taking them. i just won't for january, because i don't want to deal with remembering to take them when i go to europe and i know i won't be having sex anyways. i had some things to jot down but i don't feel like it anymore. i really adore victoria. i am happy that we are friends again after our drama six years ago... i told my family about the barista, roscoe, who apparently went to all the same places that i did when i was thirteen. pelvic thrust shows hahaha. i want to be treated well. in general, i'm ready to be happy.