"she wants to see the galaxies all the planets and the stars she wants to be a fallen angle without the swollen scars" i took that off of suicidalscar's diary. sometimes i start with her first entry and read until i'm crying. i don't think iever commented her, but it seems she doesnt update anymore, and it makes me worried, and it makes me sad. i'm so glad, so glad that i am weak. i was always too weak to cut deep. i was definitly too weak to commit suicide or develop an eating disorder or become addicted to cocaine. but im glad now, because being as close to someone as me and joey are close, well its a good feeling. i dont need any self destructive therapy. i just need him, he's my rock. what a metaphor. i'm glad to be alive!