love it. so joey apologized for being a douchebag and asked if i could find it in my heart to forgive him and hang out with him and be his friend. i basically said fuck youuuuuu, the way steve-o says it to his parents in slc punk. it was awesome. antek and i partied it up on thursday night. a ton of kissing and holding hands and a non-relationship agreement. i saw him again at his friend nisha's gorgeous place for a chill party on sunday night. he kissed me on the cheek as i was leaving, which was cute. he lost his phone that night haha... another irresponsible drug boy. that's okay. i'm getting excited for cuba. not as excited for a bikini though. i'm considering anorexia.... c'est une blague. my parents came back from their cruise that they took with my drum teacher and his wife. they brought me back a fucking diamond ring. what am i going to do with fucking diamonds? i've told my mother that i do not like diamonds, the way they make me look and feel on numerous occasions. why spend $500 when you can, i don't know, not spend $500? fucking diamonds. what else? not much else.