yesterday i had sex with joey for the first time. (twice) it was amazing. i didnt see him today, i went to my cousins house for lunch which was hell, and my parents' friend's house for supper and i really like them so i actually enjoyed myself. theyre getting married in the near future and they are big fans of harry potter, lord of the rings and star trek which is one of the reasons theyre really cool. sandra mentioned marriage and mike got all cute and they both got flustered and it was really adorable. anyways she cooked me some really good tofu, with a rice salad-like plate. she's real sweet. noone in my family makes me a special something because im vegetarian, and i dont expect it, but when someone does something nice for you its well appreciated. anyways tomorrow joeys coming over again, but hes leaving at 4:30 cause he has to go home and help set up a van with their camping stuff-hes going for five days-and i dont think well have a chance to have sex cause my parents are home and my cousins are coming over. i dont care too much, if we dont itll be better when i see him again cause we'd have been separated for a few days. plus i dont want to just screw cause its something new and exciting, i want to just be with him. i'm thinking of going to ryans after he leaves cause he invited me for a party or something. i dont know about where he lives or how im going to get beer or anything so i probably wont end up going. whatever, its just i want to hang with these kids cause theyve been inviting me places and wanting me to hang for a fucken while and i feel bad for always rejecting their offers.