yep. i saw mr stewart today. fuck i missed him. it was so good to see him, he was so friendly it made my day and reassured all my fucked up emotions. because of that encounter, i am again confident. and fuck im happy. and i had a feeling that i belonged, and i had a feeling that i could be someone. i feel good about everything-and im on my period. i'm not that fat. i'm perfect in the eyes of some. it's a fucking nice feeling. i love feeling loved. i will get accepted into dawson. i will live life. fuuuuck yes.