7:56pm that survey was annying me so i figured i'd write a new entry. yesterday i was at joeys and i go to the bathroom that connects to his room, and i cough. and he kind of yells 'sara! are you ok?' and i come out kind of pissed, like 'what the fuck, i told you i was done with that.' but it's ok, i can't really stay mad at him. he made me feel better almost instantly. i want to read romeo&juliet, i think i'd like it, first because i already know the story and its fantastic, and second because sheakespeare is such a good writer and i actually understand the olde eeenglish. everyone is on coke now, i go to a local show and everyone is looking for nick. its kind of saddening/angering. like, at the same time joey quits hard drugs everyone starts up with them, and is very show-offy and in-your-face about them, which is the stupidest thing ever. my moms been bugging me to make a xmas list, and its the stupidest thing-i dont even believe i should get gifts because i dont follow the christian religion, even if i was born into it. it's cool to recieve gifts, but i feel so fucking guilty that people just like me don't have clean water for drinking, to avoid diseases, and hardly know what condoms are, to prevend aids. do i really need a new digital camera? or those maxmara glasses frames? honestly, sometimes im so hypocritical i make myself sick. not literally, of course. i think im going to check the postsecret page now.