um. so its 1:44am. and i am so bored and not tired and i am fat. oh fuck. i'm also going crazy. i want to dye my hair but i know it will look terrible. i want to do bright pink again, so i can watch people stare because, it's that bright. i'm a fucking loser. i didnt do anything tonight. i'm going to cut my hair. real short. it just sucks because i've grown attached to it. i complain too much.