i'm missing brad renfro today. we finished watching ghost world in english class today and that cute boy named jeremy wasn't there. oh well. checkkkkkkk it out, i'm all fucked up. i should get the words FUCK ALL YA'LL tattooed on me and then die of a drug overdose. but not reallllly. i'm feeling sarcastic today, a little bit back to normal. joey was good, i cried a lot today and i think he realised that that is a normal occurance. he realised there is actually something wrong with me. we have to figure it out. he will make an effort to be like he used to be. it was a good day. i'm pissed about limewire though. and i'm feeling very failure-like. i haven't decided if i will write my art history term paper or not yet. if i decide to write it, i have a cool topic. i really need to get fucked up. i've been very anxious. i haven't been hungry for these past few days, i think it has something to do with my worry over school. i eat anyways, when i don't need to. because that's what humans do, they eat.