i am not thinking about boys at this moment. i just want to dance dance dance alllll the time. i think i will go to saphir every thursday for eternity. i love getting drunk off $5. "unlimited" could pose a few problems but none that i want to admit. i love the words open and bar strung together. that is how i am happy. not worrying about a hangover i might have in the morning, not worrying about my worrisome sleeping patterns, not even thinking about work or school or the future (although i won't lie; i am looking forward to the future. i am not suicidal. i want to fucking live.)... looking forward to flying and sky diving and cliff jumping and designer drugs and body modifications (i will need something new sometime soon) and expensive magazines and charity work and another decade of partying and the next guy i fuck (who will it be?) and reading all the books i haven't gotten to yet and livin la vida loca.