just to remind myself: http://www.interpunk.com/item.cfm?Item=118029& http://www.interpunk.com/item.cfm?Item=106101& i want those shirts sooo badly. sometimes i think im too materialistic. like when i read vogue. but its not like im going to stop reading vogue. because it reminds me that beautiful people actually exist. nick is back from europe. he sent me an email and he seemed like way high. milan told me hes into crack now. theres a new kid at school, matt. i hang out with him anyways cause hes dexter's cousin and he hangs around dexter. anyways hes really cool. me and joey havent had sex in ten days. he also trying to quit smoking. hes doing really good, yesterday he only had one cigarette. but i think those two elements combined have made him pms-y. silka just called me and said she told evan she wanted to break up with him, which is fucked up. shes always talking about how real their love is. whatever. everyones relationships are fucking up. edit---------------- im on msn. i talk to anthony on msn, and saw him come online but didnt talk to him partly because i feel like im bothering him if it isnt 1am and partly because im drawing a cute drawing on paint. and he starts a conversation saying: anthony says: fiend fiend for life says: fiend is me fiend for life says: (fiend is what die-hard misfits fans call themselves) anthony says: ooo fiend for life says: like, their fiend club/instead of fan club. fiends=the greatest people youll ever meet fiend for life says: whatsup anthony says: cock fiend fiend for life says: how rude anthony says: lol anthony says: di du find a song for music n culture fiend for life says: yes i did, thankgod.. but its not like a song i feel strongly about, or a sad story or anything... its a comedy song hahaha. its called rubber biscuit anthony says: llool anthony says: i gtg anthony says: bye bye fiend for life says: hahahaha ok byee The following message could not be delivered to all recipients: hahahaha ok byee