whats the date today? hm. i dont really care. so joeys in summer school for history, and after his class he came over. that was like 12:30. my mom was leaving to get back to work right when he came so she went "wake her up! she shouldnt be sleeping when shes expecting someone!" and he comes into my room laughing at me cause i was really tired and disoriented. it was nice though, how the first thing i saw when i woke was him. haha i didnt get out of my bed until 2:45. i'm so lazy it's disgusting. yesterday i went to the gym for the first time in like, three months and i did 30 minutes of cardio and i was sweating like a motherfucker, it was disgusting. now my leg muscles hurt. it makes me feel confident to know that since theyre hurting, i must have some. that i might be turning some of my fat into muscle haha. anyways tomorrow joeys coming over and i'll be sleeping again i just hope he doesnt wake me up this time fuck. he's still clean, but he owes his dealer a lot of money. he called him when he was over and he sounded PISSED. fucking scary. ooooh, a show tomorrow night. i hope i have money for beer and i hope someone'll smoke me cause i havent been drunk and high at the same time since i was like, 13. blah blah blah i'm going to be meeting the saxophone player from the planet smashers, which means i might be getting free tickets to their show with rancid. i talked to pat, who is friends with him, and he said hed get me in for free if i flashed him.