the concert last night was amazing. i almost cried (no joke) because i was so mad and jealous of the girls he brought on stage. i was mad because tendai and joey wanted to watch the show from a table upstairs, and i wanted to be close to the stage (so he could point to me and go, "you. you're beautiful, get your fine ass up here.") but their set was just.. too good. the next time they come to montreal, i will fucking force my way on that stage. so that i can dance with pharrell, and he can hold my hand and sing to me and kiss my cheek. joey got drunk and stupid. i'm trying to forget his stupidity. i ate breakfast with his sister and father this morning, and then liana and i walked to the bus stop together. i love n.e.r.d.