john's mother died. joey's grandmother. the funeral is friday. wednesday is prom and im not excited at all. im only excited for my hotel room with joey. and thats just slutty. i keep eating unhealthy crap so im a little heavier than i was last week. i have these ugly rhinestones on my dress that im cutting off. i have to cut them, theyre so ugly. my brother spilled water on the keyboard and it stopped working so im typing on a keyboard that doesnt have a space bar. whenever i need to space, i have to hit the key on the right side of 9. fuck my brother's retarded.