http://www.ocschools.org/letterfromsuperintendent.pdf fucken' christ. yesterday i bought the book choke by chuck palahniuk. it's pretty cool. then later i went to kayla's house for her sister gracey's birthday party. me, kayla, and gabby decorated the cakes. we made them really pretty. it was fun, except that when gabe and pat came to their house, i was supposed to leave. it was cool though, because me and shane hung out like we used to. i miss being fourteen. that was so awesome, i used to hang out with all the kids i ache to be friends with again. also, i got home at about 1am, and i emailed pat, because i didn't talk to him at the party, and at the show on the third (the day before yesterday) i didnt get to congratulate him on his performance, on account of me being wasted. i want him to email back. there are two songs in the entire world that can make me cry. the first one is kind of 'god-loving', and i don't necessarily believe in god, but it's sad and good. the second is fucking cash in the best of ways♥ in the sun by joseph arthur and hurt by johnny cash hahaha i love this picture