scratch that last bit about not saving up. i'm going to europe next january. (unless i change my mind again) my mom's friend sandra is getting married in june. she wants me to carry in the rings. therefore, i am buying a betsey johnson dress to look absolutely adorable. (all focus will be on me) (...and the bride) i've been winning a few marc jacobs auctions lately. i always want more of everything. clothes, books, drugs, sex... it's really hurting my bank account. the thing i hate most about my work is that i cannot paint my fingernails anymore. i hate that. 2001: a space odyssey was actually cool. it was emotional when the computer's brain dies out.