this world's an ugly place...

by glambastard
friday=1 month sober i have to learn how to be happy. i miss a lot of things. mostly, his lips. then, his hair when he let it get semi-long. but it's better to still love each other and be apart and try to find happiness... than being together and focusing on the negative and hurting each other. ....i haven't been this scared in a long time.
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haha, going away to college used to be like my favorite song when i was 14. and i still spin it sometimes just for the nostalgia.
scratch the last part of my comment. i just got your comment on this diary. you probably shouldn't drink but the party will distract you and do you some good.
i wish i could instantly make you feel better. but i guess, you have to go through the pain to be happy in the long run. life fucking blows, sometimes. only sometimes. i love you and am excited to see you tomorrow. is sobriety still part of your plan or will you be getting trashed with me?
[Anonymous (70.52.18.169)]
I actually love the sound of french spoken in quebec! I'm a french/linguistics double major, so I love all the different dialects and such, like how the languages changes depending if you're in northern france vs. southern france, or even canada or algeria. I believe Parisian French is considered "correct" French, but I'll be in the south in Grenoble next year, so we'll see what happens
p.s. that last comment was from me

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[Anonymous (76.21.11.134)]
no, I wish I were though. I'm studying abroad next year so I can become fluent, although I feel like I have a pretty good grasp of it in general. Do you speak French?
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