prom was boring but fun. im so insecure i could hardly enjoy myself. today was the funeral. i didnt know how to react, everything was so uncomfortable. ugh. i'm excited to see gossip girl, its gonna be a tv show and it looks scandalous. thats how i like my shitty tv shows. i should probably read the rest of the series (ive only read the first book. but its trashy and im ashamed to be reading it. i bet chuck palahniuk would think im a moron if he knew.)