if i was thin, things would be better. i was really happy about the fact that i couldn't eat for a week, but of course now i'm fucking huge again. i'm a coffee drinker. i can play the g major scale, but really slowly. i'm really enjoying this. and it makes me want to be totally creative, practise drums and send out snapshots and go to auditions. i should start sketching or something. then i'd be a totally creative being. i actually haven't done homework at all since before our "study break". i've given up, i should just full out become a party girl. i would like drinking and dancing, i think. happy 4 20, the only day i haven't gotten stoned this week. tabernac, j'espere que les canadiens gagnent le match contre les bruins de boston demain soir.... en montreal! les gens ira completement fous dans cette ville.