well today sucked. how is it possible for me to get this sick twice in the same month?! yeccchh. so today consisted of basically recovering my stomach muscles from last night and watching finding nemo AND 98% of the special effects. literally. that took like an extra hour but i didnt feel like doing anything else so its all good. and now my back hurts. complain, complain complain. i missed my friends and a test in every subject - LITERALLY - and not feeling like im gonna throw up. lol. im starting to not like nighttime. sure its gorgeous and romantic, and dreamy... but when i get sick im always worst in the middle of the night. and it sucks when i cant sleep cuz what else am i supposed to do?! plus rls is worse at night, and my world is asleep. when i grow up itll be different, cuz i still love night even though one of my worst fears is what lurks. lmao. how is it possible to fall in and out of love so quickly? not fair... how do i know ill ever become smitten and boring to join the rest of the world? oh well... *hopes* it'll happen.