today is ash wednesday and as far as i know chinese new year... if i remember right... and dave wants to have a random party which is a great idea and we can put a tablecloth over our heads and tape a piece of paper with a dragon face drawn on it to the front, and then parade the streets. and if we were more coordinated we could stand on sleds hahahaha. i would do it anyways :x ok well anyways i had to go to church tonight and there were like 6 people there but i was proud of myself for understanding the spanish... and then afterwards i was going over the mass dances with valy and then my dads like "do you wanna go for ice cream with them? or do you have other stuff to do?" and of course i would have rather come home and eaten real food and talked to dave... and prayed for a snow day... but i wasnt gonna say that cuz i felt bad and i dont hang out w/ valy enough... so i just said id like to go home but w/e... so we went. and it took like an hour and a half cuz pastors talk too much haha and we were a party of 11... and i still hadnt eaten dinner. theres a double cheeseburger i could eat now if i felt like it. but i stopped being hungry at like 630. dont ask why. lmao today in bio i went to band during lab and when i came back dan goes "clara! i have to ask your dad about sex!" and i go "oh please dont get him started..." and then i find out that apparently doc told everybody to ask their priest or pastor if they had any more questions about reproduction... so the entire bio class found out that my dad is a pastor and jeremiah keilly goes "oh your dads a pastor? i have to ask him a few questions..." so i guess my whole bio class is asking my dad for a sex talk... why anybody would want to do that is beyond me... (of course i realize they werent serious... but for the sake of sd just pretend ok?!?!?! lol) so to top that off, when i told my mom she started cracking up like "oh man, he would just LOVE that" and i was like "exactly!" hahaha. i S2 my mommy... i hope theres no school tomorrow cuz then i get to go SLEDDING!!! for like the first time in forever and a day... and on friday im walking for pizza - its a pointless cycle. ive probably pointed it out before. lol. and then me n michelle are cutting up tshirts to make ghetto stylins and show alloy up. haha were cooolll... i dunno, ive had some stuff on my mind, thinking too much as usual... but nothing very pressing or anything... and i guess im not stressed, evidenced by the fact that i actually believe i have the time to walk anywhere i want to go. lol. in amsterdam. eventually i guess ill walk farther... but at this point im feeling kinda strangled as a highschooler with parents. lol. as opposed to a highschooler without parents... yeah its definitely too late for me to think. maybe it always is. teeeheeee... hehe - shabootie