im kinda cold... brainfreeze from walking my sister home from school haha. i think my ears are gonna fall off. :x today was definitely pointless... i dont think i did anything worthwhile all day. haha. ok its suddenly all falling apart again... this week i have been scatterbrained yet on top of things, i cant think of one thing ive forgotten... yet all the events of every day have become so jumbled in my mind, like i keep thinking things have happened that turn out to just be dreams, or events from other days get thrown in there, or things from books, or conversations. life seems so surreal at this moment. and i feel blank.