Today was pretty cool... I mean hot actually. Thank God the coldness is gone. for like, 2 more days. Wednesday it goes back to 74 and thunderstorms. *sigh* But anyways. Last night I let the monster loose and didn't have time to put it back in its cage so I just went and watched Shakespeare in Love which was reallly cooolllll, but only cuz I'm a Shakespeare buff and I got all the references to plays haha, cuz I've read like half of them. I love him, he is a genius. Pure genius. And woke up this morning to Ben calling to clear stuff up, and I don't think I helped at all, so I called back later and he was busy so I told him to call me when he was done and by that time I'd thought of a wayyyy cooler way to tell him what I was thinking last night... So I walked to Kat's and we studied for awhile and filled a squirtgun to terrorize (while studying) Ollie's kitty friend that's really not his friend, then dropped by Ben's to show him the signs and Kat played Konstantine on the keyboard haha, it was reallly cooollll... And then Zach went to Brigid's so we dropped by down there to "pick up her money" hahahaha and then we went back to Ben's and played badminton for a little while until Zach had to go to work... And we watched some internet cartoons and Kat updated her sd since her www is down... So yeah. We will totally ace the math regents hahahaha... :x Wow I am totally addicted to this song haha, the piano at the beginning is fantabulous... Silly stuff's been going down now, I'm really psyched that it's finally summer and I'm FREEEE... and I can pick flowers and put them in my hair whenever I go anywhere, and life is so much more romantic and the moon was ginormous last night... And the ice cream was good... Haha fun times making up slander about Kat to say reallly loud when Gary walked past. She didn't even hear half of them. I'm feeling a little apologetic, and Kat will kill me for this as soon as she gets her internet back haha, and anyways I'm sorry Alice. For anything I might have said... or done, or for getting us out of our rut that I might have imagined... I really do love you but I'm sick of waiting around for stuff to happen. And change is necessary for life and relationships. Or they get stagnant. Just like a pond. Nature is a perfect example, just look around and watch things change and think how good it is. I wish I could be as good and collected as nature... *sigh* I wish I was a marine ecosystem haha. Only not really. Cuz it's stable. And I'm not sure I'd like to be stable. This all takes willpower you see... and sometimes I don't want to have that. And I'm sorry if I haven't seemed to have been trying very hard, I feel like peanut butter when there's only enough left in the bottom for half a piece of toast and you try to spread it across the whole thing... The cliche: so much to do, so little time. But I'm feeling good now, so hit me! haha. I'm probably just making it worse. Sorry for that too. haha