Ahhh... I am feeling soooo much better about life now... Except I think I've recognized my like... flipping out as being nervous about leaving. Or something similar to that. I am sooo freaking excited to be going, this is... my dream. Since forever. I'm finally going someplace cool all by myself!! But I've never stayed in one place this long, 6 years. I've built something up here. I'm just gonna miss my friends like no tomorrow, it's tough to think about. And I know I'm gonna make more when I go, and then it'll just be the same thing all over again when it's time to come back to the states, I won't wanna leave all my India friends. Then my world will be so much bigger and smaller at the same time, more widespread and imagine all the people I will know!! It's reallly tough though. Just when you've got life figured out... or you think you do... hahaha go figure. Me of all people. To be worried about that! Anyways. Global regents was wayyy easier than I thought, I got too carried away with the part 2 essay hahaha... Global problems: religious conflicts in India and the destruction of the Amazon rain forest in South America... I kept making Ecuador references and then I was like "Wait... dude... there's more to the Amazon than Ecuador." haha whoopss... After the Regents me n Kat decided to be ambitious like we decided last night when I got kicked off the phone haha (thanks Kat you are the greatest and I love you, don't forget 11:11 saturday night! haha) and we walked home. From high school. hahaha. And my flip flop was falling apart and we decided that it was unfortunate we didn't have any money or we could stop at Walmart, pick up something to eat and a dollar pair of flip flops. Unfortunately we didn't have any money. Until I checked my pockets for things to hold my shoe together and found the $3.25 we went to Bee's to retrieve yesterday hahahahaha. So we stopped at Wally's, cutting through the parking lot to make our walk shorter, bought two drinks and a can of Pringles, and a pair of Ring Pops flip flops, and had 5 cents left. lmao. Then we walked down Market and got beeped at a couple of times, went down some obscure street that turned into Glenn and Kat saw a snake and jumped in the middle of a conversation about mental illnesses hahah. She was like "OMG A SNAKE! What's that rhyme, black on yellow it's poison it'll kill you?" hahaha and I was like "No... it's too little. I think it's just a garden snake." And then this lady who lived in the house next door came out and she was like "What are you guys looking at?" And then Kat told her and she got all jumpy, and she couldn't see it so I practically poked it with my bottle and Kat almost bust a cap on me hahahaa... I was like "Aww it's so cute! Isn't that reallly really cool?!" and the lady was like "Um, NO." and Kat was like "Dude you're so dumb. That is NOT cool!" and I was like "Oh well. I think it's cool. I think it just looks scary but it really isn't." So the lady started like, using her mind power to will it into her next-door neighbor's lawn instead of hers, and we left. She was like "We didn't see that!" and Kat was like "Yeah, we were never here!" haha. "Bye..." I have no clue who she was but it was funny. Then we walked towards Kat's and Bridge called so we went over there to go out to lunch at Mercato's, where Bee spilled a piece of pizza down the mirror and he didn't even make her pay for it. He's the coolest guy ever. The pizza was kinda salty today but still good, that is the best pizza in town haha. Well it's up there. So yeah, after Mercato's we went back to Brigie's and met Ashley, Frank, and Dycky on their bikes and invited them in for water, which was bad cuz Bee's grounded (I love how I totally just called her by 4 different names in this entry hahahaha) so we were all hanging out in her living room and then Trish walked in. And looked at us all sitting there like "Whoa there are people in my house" haha. And then she made Bridge call her mom and tell her we were all there, I hope she didn't get in too much trouble... I felt bad so I had my mom come pick me up cuz it was too hot to walk all the way home, and I never found out what went down... Later I have an ortho appt to get a retainer and then later later I guess I'm prolly going to Alice's recital. Which is cool. I feel pretty dumb for yesterday but, I'm glad to have it off my chest and my worries are few now. So I'm pretty happy. Glad to not really have anything to do, I mean not glad that I have so many places I gotta go and I never have time to do anything... But I will. You can be sure of that!