wooo... good day with some downfalls... but still good cuz this part ended good lol. 5th period global always gets me down. first of all thats usually when i get my romantic heart-pokes(i hate when words fail me like this... i guess ill just make up a new one haha) and then mr messineo is highly retarded. today he felt the urge to torment us by changing our seats and now were in a square horseshoe and i sit in the front and i strongly dislike it. we made a bribery pool of about a dollar in change, a citrus cough drop, a carebears pencil, a fake $20 bill, and a starburst wrapper with sentimental value, and as much as he obviously wanted it he wouldnt take it. so i guess were screwed. but since were smarter than him maybe not... maybe if we think hard we can figure out a way to manipulate him... mwahahahaha... we can always get our way in there, even though he always threatens to take away coffee he likes it too much so we always get it back before the end of the week, and without too much arguing either. lol. so tomorrow were going *mass dyslexia epidemic* on him and everybodys sitting in the spot opposite them. bcuz of this conniving plot i was able to prove kat wrong when she said im not female cuz im not a flirt, haha... and i initiated a conversation while waiting for my hubby at her geographically convenient locker... haha. and my bee says hes hott in a pea coat, which he is, but dont tell. haha. :x i dont understand some people... like my other half. shes so screwed up by all this business and shes not even trying to get over him... who likes emotional pain?!?! haha. i feel bad every time i tell her to focus on something else, but she says theres no way shes gonna stop thinking about him for quite awhile... which isnt what i want. shes been doing ok... but he really is on her mind 24/7 and things are rarely as much fun with her as they used to be. and the worst part is that her 2 experiences have been "bad" so shes very pessimistic about love now... and while ive had a few and none of them have actually really turned out well, im convinced that "love can hurt, but thats no reason not to try it." besides, ive seen a lot of good love, and if youve ever seen "love actually" (which she hasnt... i have yet to convince her to watch it, but shes having qualms bcuz she thinks it will just give her more romantic dreams and she doesnt need any more... but i tell her its worth it, which it is. lol) you know im right. so i guess theres been some tension lately... and i dunno. and now ali hates me too. and claims that i hate her. ive tried to make up with her and for some reason it just turns out bad. and everybody else says that i hate her, which is not true. we just dont talk, our paths dont cross a lot, and we dont hang out, so the fact that shes mad that she wasnt invited to the party shouldnt bother her. she really doesnt like me. besides, its not like i had to invite her, i dont give a crap if random people show up, and half the time people get invited through my other friends anyways. haha. while im on the topic of pet peeves of mine... theres this girl in my gym class whos pregnant and she sits behind me every day talking about how she smokes half an oz of pot in a day. and im like dude dont you care about the baby... only i dont say anything cuz her and her mega-annoying buddy already hate me and its not like it would do any good... just get me more unnecessary enemies. i hate when preggy people smoke. its gross. lol. :x im prolly gonna die for that. but oh well. on to a lighter note... hallelujah its raining men, amen! (why do they spell "hallelujah" with a J anyways? its so weeeiiird! haha) p.s. hey mr bootylicious, aka dom: HAHA I BEAT YOU TO IT!! stupid *social butterfly* lmao. but it was fun doing the cotton eye joe with you in english haha... open your eyes will you?! youre so dumb youve got love right there. just reach out and grab it. stupid. haha. xDIEx