haha what a day. me n michelle had baby got back stuck in our heads all today which made for some fun times... our district is effed up though. megaly. we definitely shoulda had a snowday for anticipation at least, then i coulda stayed home and slept the 6 extra hours i needed. *sigh* as it was i was in kinda a pensive mood all day, which is bad llama... haha i think too much as it is. so kat smartly goes and gets me started thinking about my retarded issues... and it sounds harsh but she doesnt have the experience i do, so neither of us makes sense lol, and that just makes me more fuddled and everything. i hate the feeling of being trapped and being in over my head, and i hate expectations. the problem is that i overthink everything and i exaggerate every possible issue and make a bigger thing out of it... i guess i just dont feel cut out for it, it feels limiting or something. i really cant even explain it to myself. but i guess emotion isnt supposed to be logical. *sigh* in any case its pretty comfy as it is right now. i hope it stays that way. :x i am so retarded. omg mrs liverio might let us do comedy of errors next week!!!! i am sooo psyched. the REAL version too, not with imitation modern english that totally wrecks the poetic goodness of will at his best. *sigh* here i go again. ew roman thinks shes hot. omg guess what else when i got home from pit which was pretty fun im getting along wayyy better now and i can definitely say i love it, and i love playing my baby bass, its such a relaxing rush haha. and OMG i get the baby ebony tomorrow!!!!! in exchange for losing my stand buddy and the fun of competing with the low brass for most fun in band... *sigh* ive decided that the trip will be tons of fun though. teehee i cant waiiittt... anyways. when i got home i got a letter from my ultra-cool aunt, the one who sent me hawtt underwears and socks and sweet 16 and the one who sleeps in tents and plays with the hose and picks blackberries for homemade ice cream and goes on water slides and the one who loves to laugh and is so exoticly cool and loves to have fun the good way... my mom says i have her body... which would be cool... haha. but anyways she sent me a letter and some money for woodstock!!!!!!! like i said shes the bomb. haha. hahaha in bio we were doing a yellow sheet and zach found a pic of a newborn baby with the umbilical cord still attached and he was all "EW EW THAT IS SOOO GROSS" for like 2 hours (obvious exaggeration)... so i go "you shouldnt talk. you dont have to be attached to that ever." ok i realize he was at one point. just shut up ok. you know what i mean. lol. i seriously think guys should be forbidden to joke/complain or otherwise whathaveyou about labor pains and other joyful experiences they never get to have... haha... ok i think i definitely broke the world record for crossing the sharing line the most in 5 minutes... whoopsss... haha