Aww... Dee lost her 6th kid and now she only has 5. haha jk. Today was good in that nothing-spectacular kind of way, but like everybody wore a skirt and it was cute, everybody was cute today lol. and "Konstantine" is hott lol, and I actually had a feasible excuse for listening to it in English, it was neat. And inspiring. lol. And mmm girlll somebody is hott :-x lol Counting down... the extra restlessness is gonna start reallll soon... the world now is background noise those distant voices, distant faces through the haze not quite sure how many are just memories how long they'll take to fade away wake me up from sleeping my eyes reaching for the stars pull me up from where i lie before i fall too far those voices, hollow in my head i can't forget those things you said wake me up before i'm gone before reality is wrong i'm staring, always staring nowhere safe my eyes can roam with tears and loves all torn asunder and dreaming memories of storms don't let my soul wrench free i can't survive on memories my present runs away with me can't see the future through the trees wake me up from dreaming my bed of roses full of thorns wake me up from where i'm bleeding blinking under traitor sun and kissed by lilies, drenched in dew i may be wiser, but i'm older too the distant voices stop my cries and choke the age-old lullabies sing softly to me while i sleep in haze i've fallen far too deep where memories construct my crumbling path and ghosts who laugh and push me past can't see the future through the trees can't hear it through the birds and bees i'm dancing still to distant songs here in this time still don't belong so wake me from my hazy sleep where flowers and their fairies creep hold on to me though i might thrash watch ghosts of memories fly past subject me bluntly to a traitor of a sun that steals my time before it's done