im addicted to this song now. haha. SUPER MID-WINTER BEACH PARTY countdown: ONE DAYYY!!! YES! ok so that only gives me like 2 hours to invite everybody... *ahem* and i guess im goin 2 kats today to make cupcakes for meggy, and to watch love actually again, lmao, i can DEF. never get tired of that movie, and so i can call with moral support bcuz its wayyyy easier that way. esp. if we like eat the sugar from the cupcakes instead of putting it in and then we'd be SUPER HYPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fun times. im thinking of having a leg-shaving party tomorrow before the beach party, like a "before-party" instead of an after-party bcuz...yeah... hahahahahhaha. im feeling rather megalomaniacal today!!!!!!! haha i got the fabric for my semi dress and its HAWWTTTTTT and now i can sew it cuz it doesnt look extraordinarily difficult. but im prolly kidding myself. lol. i cant wait for semi. but now i have to find a date... well, get up the courage to ASK him - or think of somebody else to go with who would be a fun time but is not already taken. i guess im pretty much screwed. haha. if i go to kats ill call him. that would be cool. you know i like this. bcuz its not affecting everything i do or anything (except now, when im battling with myself about what i need to do) but you know... i guess its not like i wanna just jump into something over my head right now. for the first time. i just wanna be the one he can trust. thats all. i wanna be able to laugh together and to make memories and stuff before i go to india... speaking of which, like 2 hours after famine mi familia is driving down to nyc to jfk to fly to chicago where we'll spend the night and then fly to puerto rico! WINTER BREAK IN PR!!!! OMG! im psyched. but im gonna miss everybody. oh well. im ESPECIALLY psyched bcuz thats where havana nights was filmed. i love that movie too. haha.