ok the reason everybody hates shakespeare is because we only do the suckiest ones in school. the least funny and whathaveyou. but its ok cuz i have my riotous honors lunch and 4th period liverio pals to help me hate on them and thus make them a gazhillion times better. teehee. we are quite a funacious group. (as you can tell ive been reading georgie again, haha...) wow im in one of those "life seems so pointless" sprees... which sucks. cuz theres so much i want to do but why cant i?! i have no idea. plus i constantly feel like im forgetting something or theres still so much to do... and then theres kat being my logic. dark her! haha not really... shes being good... unlike me who can have georgie-ocious tendencies like redbottomosity or whatever. but anyways. she successfully crushed all my dreamtastic dreams of carefreeocity and dreamocity in life. like constantly and ferociously defending the difference between a sailboat and a yacht. and her squashtastic way of saying that i can never succeed at anything i would like to do. and her all being responsible-cality. lol. man. i woulda found a way to do it. too bad im gonna die in a sailboat/yacht wreck looking for atlantis in a depression fit bcuz nobody wanted to read my book for lack of college degrees while kat sits in a college classroom learning math and science which will actually get her somewhere in life. *sigh* (i know that sounds harsh and sarcastic... ok maybe it just is... but i didnt mean it meanly...) why cant i just be happy with what i have? gz! and why cant everybody just focus on being happy NOW instead of doing stuff that will get them somewhere in life? somewhere that everybody wants to be... apparently... am i that out of the loop? i guess thats why kat has to hold on to my feet so i dont accidentally float up into the clouds, deflate, and crash back to earth in a smoking rubble. at least we're doing maddy first... a house like a lotus which i adore... still clueless... *sigh*.............. and i figured out that a ton of people hate me cuz im nearly impossible to control and then they blame everything on me hating them which i really dont... we just clash cuz i dunno, maybe im a control freak too and just dont realize it, and control freaks generally do not get along well. its rather maddening. life is maddening. and my philosophies are nonsensical and pointless. everything is pointless. ARGH