Mwahahaha last night Kat didn't pull off the Mexican mustache but I smuggled her in anyways lmao, and back out, and in between we hung out in my room for 3 hours and mis padres didnt know lmao. My dad saw her come and saw her leave but I told him she just had to drop off and pick up a Global book and then we were getting dirt on Dan from Christina, and that was that. Mwaha. Hahahaha I told off Kent on the bus cuz he likes to be redundant and voice his opinion a million times over and over and over again and say "see" like every 3 minutes (don't even start on the "like" haha, I funnied myself right there when I said that :x) and impose on freshman conversations on the bus, so I said, "I don't care, Kent." and he said "What?" *haha I think you just said something funny but I missed it* And I said, "I DONT CARE!" Mwaha. Lmao in math Mr. Testo was trying to force the math league thing down our throats and, as I'd vowed to Kat that I would tell him I hated math next time he asked me about that, I was miming different ways to commit suicide and throwing up and stuff, through the whole speech, and Kat was on the other side of the room cracking up. Silently. Then later he was trying to dump some M&M's off on me, and I said, "No thanks." So he said, "Are you sure? Hey I know somebody who'll want them." To random girl walking down the hall: "Would you like some M&M's?" And she backs up against the wall subtly like she doesnt want him to know she thinks hes going to rape her and simultaneously looks at the M&M's like they have AIDS (both of which are probably true :x) and says, "Heheehehe, no thanks." All giggly-like. and so poor Mr. Testo, all disappointed, sees Mrs. Greco coming down the hall and says, "Mrs. Greco will want them. Mrs. G! You want some M&M's!" and she said "Haha oh no I don't want them, thank you though." And I had to duck into English so I could laugh. lol. It wasn't much of an escape, though, because Kat decided that during the Merchant of Venice is the perfect time to do my hair on top of my head all retarded-looking with a clip hanging off it, and then dare me to walk around like that for the rest of the day. Haha. I got a few "wow you are like so dumb" looks from bitchy people and Leah said, "Nice look for you Clara." "Thanks," says I. lol. Kat had detention today hahaha. Even though I've been late almost as many times as she has. Mr. Messineo must love me or something *choke* bcuz she did my hair specifically with it in mind for him to make fun of me. And she pointed it out to him how stupid I looked and he turned it around on her. Hahahahaa. It's so bad that I find that funny but I do. hahaha... O MAN! Frankie drew me a house in his rainforest and I get to live there... I'm TOTALLY framing that on my wall... It's awesome, it has a ladder and a slide with a pond at the bottom. I saw it and me n Bee were both like, "I'm all natural!" lol. funny movie... Hubby's being irrational. sghsdgksd. even more so than usual haha. And Dickie-wants-a-hickie is a p.i.m.p! lmao. "That doesn't mean what it did when I was in school I'm guessing." No Mother dearest, it most certainly doesnt. Maybe. I wouldn't know I guess now would I... I read the Spanish story and it was all "nostalgia addiction" and I was all "thats me in 80million years...only not really cuz i doubt if I'll be alive in that many. Maybe." lolzerz! haha what happened to Stapie anyways?! I'm getting all freaked out/angry because of our society's increasing similarity to the one in 1984 (major phobia root #2 lol). Everybody's all *Suppress individuality and quench life spirit and discourage dreams!* Woo sounds like a good time. You know compulsory education is supposed to be a good thing, intellectually stimulating and giving you a boost to "success" in life. I can't help but think there must be more important things in life? I don't think it's right that they should alphabetize lunches so people will be quiet. I know that sounds petty but it's not as much as it sounds when I say it. And besides this school system is crap. Nobody cares. and they're teaching nothing but not caring. AND whoever tries to tell us to bitch to somebody bcuz they'll do something about it *cough cough Joe Stark and my dad*... THEY DONT GIVE A CRAP! This is just general bitching and getting specific in the stupid spots but you know... I hate how people automatically think that if you're good at something it means you like it. And also how it's just taken for truth that we think in words in our brain, all the time. I know that I think with my heart a lot (plus it beats by itself, thats gotta say something... sciencey-smart people don't hate me cuz I prolly have something totally mixed up lol) and also that I don't think in words bcuz I fumble for words a lot even if I know what I'm trying to say, and also because soemtimes I try to say something and it comes out in Spanish. lol. Stereotypes suck. and how friendship isn't accepted anymore (I FINALLY have backing for the Finny-Gene argument: page 176 of A House Like A Lotus haha I love how I know...) and success is impossible without math and science. And that there's no more to life than biology. Not all aspects of life can be dissected or gaped at under a microscope, dear Daddy. That's not even the interesting part. Flaws are interesting. Nonconformity is interesting. School should be a series of very cool field trips to neat places all over the world where we can study history and biology and literature and languages and even math if we really want to, and be stimulated in more ways than one, and actually INTERESTED, and where we can actually learn something valuable, many things valuable in fact, and learn with teachers who would have to be competent to deal with that kind of schooling. It probably sounds petty but it's not as much... It makes sense doesn't it? I'm not stupid? Why can't we just trust and focus on other things besides like, revenge and "justice" and every man for himself, and why can't anybody ever CARE anymore?! *sigh* Speaking of the book it sounds like people hate me but they're addicted mwahahahahaha. Which is cool I guess. lol. Hahahah some kid is stalking Jen supposedly and it's hysterical how freaked out she is :x I mean I love you Jen I hope you don't die. lol. ;-)