billy lombardo is the coolllll... thanks to alex i now have my saving cicada back and can vanquish any emotional enemy with it. mwaha! foiled again! "Every line and curve, every color and shape, seemed connected to some inner, impalpable thing; as if living spokes flowed from the hub of her to become eyes and skin and lips and things." cabin fever yet again, and the animals are freakin drivin me nuts!!!! along with my horrible claustrophobia and like danger of explosion from energy build up, bcuz im not smart enough to find constructive things to do when im stuck at home on a sunday. lol. bcuz what i really wanna do is go to the store so i can get ink to print up the rest of the model pix and fabric for my semi dress... maybe i can like, formulate some horrible valentines day plot. gotta go dancing w/ divya and stan and my hubby. haha. among other things... yeah so i finished "1984" today... if it hadnt had like 8 pages of quotes from the political makeup of the Party and if it had ended right when winston and julia got busted i would have liked it. but i just got so p/o'ed with the afterword and i felt like i couldnt breathe so i like threw it on the floor and read billy lombardo and felt better. lol. so im def. feeling better now. i love macaroni and cheese. and last night i watched "love actually" again, and that is simply one of the best movies ever. i love sam especially, and liam, and the prime minister... ok fine i cant pick. actually... im really intrigued by jamie and aurelia bcuz thats kinda what me n sam were like... and thats so romantic, falling in love without even speaking the same language, and then learning it "just in cases." haha. *sigh* i definitely dont think i could ever get sick of that movie. lol. im totally psyched about regents week! not only am i looking forward to el festivale januaire, but i get the whole house all to myself mornings until 230, and i can watch movies and run around naked and whathaveyou. haha. toodododooo... also if i get up the courage and get over what dom said (sgkhsdfsdflkasdhg! >:o) somebody new and cool might become involved in my plans. i seriously am beginning to think that dom has something horribly against me liking him... oh well. i know you guys are gonna start making comments about finny being gay and whatnot... gerr... but he "flows" just like phineas and those eyes! and he just has this like, worldly aura that drives me absolutely insane! and keeps doing stuff to send me off my rocker a second after getting over him. *sigh* must... stop... dwelling... sadfkgolsdhgks! *leaps off to find some good energy outlet* kinda like a plug and appliance. like a toaster! omg! im gonna be a toaster! for CINNAMON toast! :-o hahahahahaha!